only questions

where am I? what am I doing? what is my purpose? why am I thinking about them? why can't I get her off my mind? why can't I move on? why is life on pause? why are there never answers? when will I know what to do? when will I know where to go? when will I know who is right? when will I trust people? when will I see her? will I ever see her? will I ever...? what do I know? who do I trust? who can I trust? who trusts me? do I trust myself? will my questions be answered? am I just too fearful? will I conquer my fear and the other sin in my life? will I become a better person, or become a somebody? will I grow up or just get older? will my life matter? does life matter?